Never been. Never will be.

Everytime I cry, I think this is the last time this'll happen and yet i find myself crying more often than not. I need to be stronger. i NEED TO BE STRONGER.

Does crying make you stronger? 

Am i looking for excuses, asking the wrong questions?

Maybe I am.

Maybe I have realized that I will never match up to the expectations. I will forever be the rotten person.

Maybe no matter how hard i try, i forget what i'd realized.

Maybe its time to let go, but i find myself running back faster than i walked away.

Is it really about letting go?

Or about seeking familiarity around?

Is it because i stay to prove them wrong?

Or because i have no where else to go?

Understood, that some people have a late start. But where is my start?

Is this the start line? Do i start running now?

Or is it all just a mirage? To confuse the hell out of my already confused life?

Why do i find myself using '?' more often than '.'?

I don't think i have anything more to say to people who underestimate people and do it good.

I will be the phoenix that rises from the ashes.

My.day.will.come.

Every part of the journey counts, yes?

They say you don't remember the bad parts when it comes.

So does it ensure i will forget all the years of my existence? Will it be that good?

That is for time to tell.